Overture

Another dull day...this time its not dark...just dull. I keep being told that its for the best that it ended..and only today have i finally realised they could be
telling the truth. It IS over. Despite my best efforts, the relationship has ended-for the best if i may add.

Now if we could just reconcile what i thought and what i felt, everything would be honky-dory.

I need to stop looking over my shoulder in anticipation (of what?) There is no harvest in putting your hand to the plough then looking back. Let not a double minded man think he shall ever recieve anything. For the simple fact that he is unstable, unpredictable, undependable.

I guess im on my way...