Thursday, August 30, 2007

Head Above the Clouds

Dubai is AMAZING! Considering it was my first trip out of EA, first trip off the continent (not to mention the first time in an airborne plane) it was all i expected it to be...and then some. Lovely state-of-the-art everything!! Pic next is of the Borg Al Arab Hotel: dont even hate. Taking a clean pic of that wonder would require a camera much more expensive that what i had, and probably more skills than i can muster.

It goes without saying that it was the experience of a lifetime and, despite the subdued shopping experience (luxury does come with a price), and limited tour of the city, i had a blast.

But wait! Do i hear myself saying i had a blast? Without any designated female companion? I believe i did! Pure beauty need not be shared to be beautiful, it just is. The company only allows our expression and interpretation audience. Period. This is not to diminish shared experience no: Just to reinforce to the young and single like myself that joy, beauty, grace, can all be partaken of in solitude, and still be as moving and compelling as if we had the love of our lives next to us.

If not the architectural marvels, the wonders of human technology, the exquisite cuisine, the breath-taking sights, and rainbow of cultural diversity, Dubai showed me the pure joy of simply enjoying my life, where it is, how it is.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Ordinary People


Pastors sermon was on how God uses ordinary people. How so appropriate! Thereafter the MC (Timo) played John Legends version of the long. Lovely. That was the last song "we" shared before we parted ways. The song still plays over and over in my head. A fitting epitaph to what once was.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

Ordinary People lyrics

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Friday, August 17, 2007

Overture


Another dull day...this time its not dark...just dull. I keep being told that its for the best that it ended..and only today have i finally realised they could be
telling the truth. It IS over. Despite my best efforts, the relationship has ended-for the best if i may add.

Now if we could just reconcile what i thought and what i felt, everything would be honky-dory.

I need to stop looking over my shoulder in anticipation (of what?) There is no harvest in putting your hand to the plough then looking back. Let not a double minded man think he shall ever recieve anything. For the simple fact that he is unstable, unpredictable, undependable.

I guess im on my way...

Friday, August 10, 2007

I will Find a Way

Ok here is the plain text message for easier reading:

I've lost some joy, I've lost some time
Now it feels like I will lose my mind
Journeyed long and lost my way
And now it feels like I've lost is all I say

Searching here and over there for what 've lost
Where is it, I don't know
I will find a way

I will find a way to lift up my hands (lift up my hands)
And I will find a way to worship You Lord (find a way, I will find a way)
And though my heart is low, I'll find a way to give You praise
I will find a way to love You

I've lost so much down through the years
It seems that all I find here lately is a face so full of tears
I search each dark and empty place
The peace I used to know, somehow I have misplaced

Searching here and over there for the things I've lost
I don't have them anymore

I will find a way to lift up my hands (lift up my hands)
And I will find a way to worship You Lord (find a way, I will find a way)
And though my heart is low I'll find a way to give You praise
I will find a way to love You

One thing I've not lost is will to move ahead
And I've kept a faith that trusts in You Lord
And I find way down within myself, a love for You Lord that overflows
But I know that I can love You more with every loss and though it all

I will find a way to lift up my hands (lift up my hands)
And I will find a way to worship You Lord (find a way, I will find a way)
And though my life is broken, I'll find a way to give You praise
I will find a way to love You

I'll find a way
I know I will, I know I will, ooh ooh
And though my life is broken I'll find a way to give You praise
I will find a way to love, I will find a way to love
I will find a way to love You more

I will Find a Way





FRED HAMMOND lyrics